Count down to 'day one ground zero.'

Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

Got this from Daun.

I do not know what to say. There is still a lot to do for packing. A lot of toughts have been put in as well on what to pack and how to pack.

My mind is running fast thinking of what is going to happen to me. Leaving this place is about having the whole world for me. I already have people waiting for me back home. The special people of my life.

The breaking news of me leaving the people here stimulated speculations and rumours among those who like to spread rumours and a shock to those who are close to me. Today I had a neverending calls from various people. I have to admit that I did not announce it to the whole world, because there is no point of doing that. This is a private matter and is being kept closed at heart. Only those who are directly related to me got the news except for ones who are going to take over my place. I have no choice of not telling them.

My life will be different from here. My life will be a full time working mother, a devoted daughter, a crazy woman, the unfortunate student, and a frantic house wife. There is already a long list of issues that are waiting for me to come back.

I desperately need another jurnal for the family affair entries.

I received a call from Kak Z asking about my leaving. I felt sorry because I did not tell her about this and she took the extra effort of calling me. She found it out from the people whoe are going to take over my place. I did not tell a lot about my status and I never bother of telling onyone apart from those whom I believe are genuine in asking and whom concern about it. Her advice is to be very careful with the people there because there are poeple who do nothing but stab you from the back, which I do not care that much.

I received a call from Ria, asking me about the detail of my departure, yes it is all comfirm now. Infact I had already made a comfirmation call first thing this morning and straight away call back homw to inform about the detail. My parents apparently will be driving down.

Received a call from Mili asking for my distance reaction towards Zoe. Yes, I had been hurt and yes, I want to foprget all about it. Yes we thought she had changed. Well, we always believed that people changed over the time. If you are close friend today, it does not mean you will be a close friend for tommorrow. We will try to remain close and never think of anything bad anyway, because we try to keep the life a honest and treat it as one.

Benson is now save and sound with my downstairs neighbour. Once in a while I pick him up but I realised that after a while it wanted to go out again. Good for it, so that it wont be missing me that much and keep scratching my door. Christine has been asking about benson as well and so was Allen my cleaner supervisor.

Oh yes last sunday was my last day scrubing the toilets.

Atas batu jemala patek@ 2005-02-21;3:53 p.m.

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