On a train

English Village (private collection). The photo was taken on a train

This morning I woke up with a song in my head. The song was by jamal abdillah - I do not have any particular favourite singer, but I just enjoy the song.

It sounds like
Lemah rasa
Kakiku melangkah pergi
Menyusuri segala di dunia ini
Namun harapan
Masih tinggal harapan
Dilemma menanti
Lebih menyiksa
Dari segala
Kau ku cinta
Dari seluruh ragaku
Melebihi segala di dunia ini
....

I had an appoinment today, but I went to a wrong building. I was confused. I was late by about 20min, but the session went really well. Initially, I was frustrated to continue the session when I realised that I had a confusion on the building, but we have to go on. We do not know what is going to come.

Life itself is a challenge. But I am not good at taking challenge. He made a comment last night ' I had grown old here. I could still remember when I was back home - young and enjoy myself.'

I said to him 'I never really know what is being young. The only time I remember when I enjoyed myself was when I worked before I came here. That was a very long time ago.' At that time I had my own money and I could give some to my parents. It was not a lot of money, but coming from a family with a limited finance, it was not really a problem. In my heart I always want to be able to give the best to my parents.

At the moment, I can't. I can't even help myself out. But that is life. It is a challenge.

Atas batu jemala patek@ 2005-01-13;11:21 a.m.

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