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On a train (private collection)

My jurney is different from the others. Some only need to take 3 or 4 years to complete their study without any complication. I have to struggle with thousands other complications that at this point drive me mad. I have become more frustrated each day. But! Life goes on. For each difficult day that I have to endure, will eventually make me what I am. Some people have been sarcastic about me, being here for a long time. Well, you do not have to. I do not understand why some have to behave in such a way.

Today, I was supposed to make a jurney to my metropolitan school. Someone had already suggested to me to take a train, after his experience of using train, that was a more comfortable jurney compared to a bus. But it was not about the comfort in my case. The thought of going down, spoilt the whole lot of intention of going there. I believe I have to be stronger and become ruthles with my emotion. I believe I have to do my best and put the emotion aside.

Some said you me, your life is easy because you do not have to go to work in factory and just study. Well that someone had simply made a blind judgement. I had never found that study is an ejoyable and easy experience.

My initial plan after completed my degres was to go home and work. Even if and only ifff I want to study, I would rather take it part time. I was not a brilliant student, neither a clever one, I had to work double extra to be with the average person. But I could only plan, but God had already have something definate for me.

Well, people always said, you will get something that you hate so much, and they absolutely right!

Atas batu jemala patek@ 2005-01-06;1:31 p.m.

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