just another day

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What is the best way to live your life? I know mine has never been better. But that perception to life can change if we change the perception. We may not be able to dream the moon and the stars but we can always dream of something that is nice or good, even if a small gesture, something that makes our heart smile, something that we can say thankyou with. So I have to learn to bring the smile in my heart.

This jurney has no turning back. Most of the time I have to start from a failure. This time is no different. I have to go on. Move forward and hope for the best and try my best.

A day before the tsunami, someone had a dream. In the dream he saw a big wave came from the sea. After that he saw a lot of people ran to a top of a tree. We were pondering, what was actually the meaning of the dream. I took the dream as a hint of something. Most of his dreams eventually realise something. So we just ponder, the sea, the big wave, the people and the tree.

We had the uneasy feeling of the dream and we were suspicious about the meaning that the dream was trying to convey. The next day, he then called back home. When the brother answered the phone, he was actually in a hospital looking for some of his workers. According to the brother, there were a lot of people died at the hospital, and a lot more were missing from the beach that is not far away from their house. At the time he called, the unexpected incident just happened about 2 hours. The hospital in that area that was normally quite, had became busy and havoc.

My husband lives in a seclude area near the sea. The area that I fall in love with. I had once said to him, if one day I do not love you, I will always in love with your place. He had just needed to bring me once to this place and I had already on the moon. A lot of people had lost their life to this tsunami. In my husband's place, they only had the side impact of the disastrous hit. When God, play the game, we, the humble creatures have no way to win.

Life goes on, and we can only hope for the best, and love ourself and family.

Atas batu jemala patek@ 2005-01-05;12:15 p.m.

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